DeathNoteChild

10 years has flown... I want to take you back to 10 years ago when I was fourteen very bullied and very much needed to express myself. I learnt of Deviant Art from a series of friends who i was once very close to. Sadly we don't speck to each other any more, nor do we keep in touch either. 10 years change people I've changed.. My friends have changed and I'm not sure if the people who once followed me on Deviant-Art or those who I have followed are still online or even so have their account active I got into the third highest University in ART and DESIGN in the UK and sixth in the world for FASHION.  FUCK. I'm starting to finally accep

I should address my absence before writing this entry, my last post and journal entry was in 2015, two years ago. A lot has happened since 2015, I no  longer work for m+s and I continued on working in 2016  to another zero hour contact placement from the agencies. The pay  was reasonable and I recieved a solid 42 hours a week's work for seven month, until I had an accident which changed my mind. It was a normal morning start, similar to every morning and I was given a work sheet to complete, five litre bottles to pack into boxes onto a pallet, simple. The box must contain four bottles inside and onto the pallet. The pallet must have 4 boxes i

For a long time, i wanted to write a who journal about an ex partner of mine in the year of 2011. It might explain my disappearance of deviantart, the panic attacks I mention in other journals, the build up to complete loss of trust, and how I now have PTSD. Also back then, my family moved in a rented house, without internet for a year, which also explains other bits of my disapperence