Wow, you know in 2008 i was 14, and I signed up to DeviantArt.
I am 21 now and guess what I am still here.
Scary huh, I think so.
So it's been a year since Millie died, and it's been kinda heartbreaking,/it's gone a year, and she has been a rest for a while now, the rose tree, which she is buried under has started to bloom too. It's beautiful, and it's growing round the wall the too.
Hey I'm feeling good to, like real good. I've just sent a message to M. Explaining things. Man i wish i did that earlier, Another good thing, I started really listening to Apocalypica, I wish i did that earlier too.
It's been 5 years since 2010.
Man hasn't time gone so fast, unless I've been low and depressive for so long, that I've forgot that the world is still ticking by.
There is so much to tell you guys.
I found work in October last year, It was okay they were a series of dead end jobs, but hey it earned me some money, which I'm please that I've earned.
I've been doing lots of poetry stuff
something i wrote this January
"When it is day there is a Sun, and when it is night there always is a Moon.
No matter if the clouds come together, the moon and sun are always there..."
It kinda doesn't rhyme but it has meaning. I feel happy, what.
IM DRAWING AGAIN.
Seriously, i'm getting my mojo back together, I don't care if I have to work, I just want to paint and draw about my emotions and write tones out.
Emotions are serious things, if your seriously sad and down, or very angry. It's best to talk to someone or find meditation videos/books.
meditation is helping a lot, i mean a lot, it's helping me, by not letting everything get to me. You know. When you have a bad day at work, or your parents moan at you, or teachers are stressing you or something else which has upset you. Meditation has just calmed that moment out for me.
I also turned vegetarian
I've always had a problem with eating eggs, and i found out I have an egg intolerance, I'm allergic to them. I know it's very werid.
I also never eaten lamb, duck, quail eggs, goat, rabbit.
just pork, chicken and somtimes beef.
so I've ended it.
Yes that means no more bacon as well.
Ah I feel like somehow everything is going to be okay for a long time.
Listening to: The Taste Of Blood
Reading: Housemate on Archive of Our Own
Watching: Zoom: Acadamy for Superheroes